New Book: The Disastrous Bet, or How I became a Woman against my Will

Heavily in debt after an unwise weekend binge in Las Vegas, Chad and Marianne Brown accept an impulsive bet from a mysterious businessman. One hand of blackjack: if Chad wins, the businessman will give the couple the $25,000 they need to resume their lives. If he loses, they still get the money – in the form of a loan. The catch is that Chad must agree to a process of feminization – one change every week for a year

One Man’s Story of Forced Feminization, Humiliation, Denial and Cuckoldry. And revenge.

Heavily in debt after an unwise weekend binge in Las Vegas, Chad and Marianne Brown accept an impulsive bet from a mysterious businessman. One hand of blackjack: if Chad wins, the businessman will give the couple the $25,000 they need to resume their lives.

If he loses, they still get the money – in the form of a loan. The catch is that Chad must agree to a process of feminization – one change every week for a year or until the money is repaid, with ten percent interest per month – or their home reverts to the businessman.

After Chad loses, it begins simply enough, but as his body gradually changes, and his clothes get more and more feminine he starts to have doubts. When he feels his inner desires changing too, it gets alarming. Meanwhile, Marianne has found a better job and is paying off all their other debts and insists that they must continue through with the deal as agreed so they can live the good life Chad always promised her.

After unknowingly being subjected to hormone treatment part of the way through the year, Chad is rendered impotent. He is distressed, and Marianne’s cheerful “adjustments” to everything that happens, and her apparent passion for the man who made the bet with Chad and now holds the reins, make him more doubtful than ever. Their bedroom behavior also leave him feeling more degraded and less of a man than ever.

Chad is inexorably becoming “Jennifer,” and as everyone is starting to treat him like a woman, his old self feels like a distant memory. Marianne, though, has never had so much fun, and when she develops a relationship with the man who is feminizing Chad, Chad begins to wonder whether he’ll ever be back to himself, and whether Marianne wants him back the way he was. He even starts wondering whether the game he lost was completely honest.

And then there comes a moment of truth that changes everything.

This is Chad’s story, told through the words of his journal, with a preface by Jennifer.

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Pegging and Sissygasms

Pegging and sissygasms – a fun game for d/s or even vanilla couples. Give your guy a sissygasm

Pegging is, like Hulking, another of those activities that can be fun in either vanilla or domination/submission sex. Or maybe I should say that it’s fun even if you do not typically dominate your male partner.

So what, exactly, is “pegging?” It’s using a strap-on dildo on a harness to give your guy anal sex. The strap-on functions as a surrogate cock. As a woman, you might think you should keep the dildo small, but my experience is that a lot of men prefer them bigger, both for visual and physical effect. My favorite one is about seven inches long and normal human width. After all, the hole it is invading can handle the size, and it only takes being gentle for a few minutes until everything is adjusted.

What really makes pegging work is that the dildo either rubs – or if you use the vibrator function – vibrates, the prostate. This seems to be connected to all the sexual pleasure nerve endings. If you stimulate it enough you can, even without ever touching the penis and without its getting hard, trigger an orgasm. He can be as soft as a bunny! And women, a “soft-cock ejaculation” is fascinating to behold, although most guys who are not dominated will not want this.

I like to call an orgasm where you never touch the penis a “sissygasm,” since a guy experiencing it takes his pleasure completely passively and orgasms from penetration. However, if you’re not in a d/s relationship, it might be a bad idea to tell your guy you just gave him a sissygasm!

Guys can be so touchy!

If you give your guy a sissygasm, you have a couple of choices. To an extent, it’s going to be a ruined orgasm no matter what, since he’ll feel the lack of penis-stimulation eventually. But if you leave the dildo in there for very long after the orgasm starts, you will give him much of the satisfaction of a real-man’s orgasm, and this means that his blood pressure will drop, and he’ll feel satisfied at least for quite a while. This will have an immediate impact on his willingness to serve or continue. With that in mind, you will sometimes probably want to do just as you would in ruining any other orgasm – stop! Pull the thing out and turn it off just as soon as you think he’s about to come. If you do that, you’ll have him eating out of the palm of your hand – eating anything you want to give him to eat, which in my case is always whatever cum he does manage to spew. It’s just a principle.

But if you aren’t into d/s, you will want to handle the thing like a normal handjob, and when he comes you’ll do just as you normally do – either squeeze him out or suck him dry while still letting the dildo vibrate. That will give him an extra powerful orgasm.

I think that pegging is, from a woman’s point of view, always a domination experience. You’ll be controlling him, poking and prodding him to your heart’s content, using the dildo as an extension of yourself to deliver whatever pleasure you desire and can deliver. You can use the vibrator and set it so that it delivers vibrations to you, which can be nice, but in a way that’s just a distraction if you plan to make him come. What really makes the experience work for a woman is the feeling of being in charge. It’s a rush, and while it may not bring an orgasm, in a way there’s nothing sexier feeling than power.

If you’re a guy, you can find sissygasms addictive. My husband says that after I did it to him a few times he started fantasizing about being pegged as much as about being allowed out of the cage. Or even more. It wasn’t long before I had him doing all sorts of things he’d always sworn he’d never do!

Your Cock is too Small – You Don’t Deserve Sex

Good girls always tell guys their cocks are the perfect size. That’s what they want to hear. What if you tell them what they NEED to hear instead?

Good girls always tell their guys that their size, whatever it is, is… perfect!

But some guys know that isn’t true.

As with every heavily laden taboo, there is a huge payoff for violating it sometimes. Guys are always worried about their size. Sometimes it’s really hot to play to that fear and use it. Some guys are just “too small” to please you. Why not let them know? That’s why you think they should be in a cage, or why you need another lover, require them to wear the Hulking device (penis sleeve), or just require a lot more oral sex. If you tell some guys they “don’t measure up,” it really turns them on when you tell it like it is.

I’m looking for good ways to put that. Gentle, or not so gentle, reminders, to your guy that he isn’t quite man enough to please you by himself in “that way.”

For example, if he wants to know why he should use the Hulk, you say, “Well, it isn’t that you aren’t fine, it’s just that I sometimes need a little more!” Or, “Well, that thing is so big it just makes me come more.” Or when a guy asks you what you used to see in another boyfriend, you demurely say, “well, he was really big, and that really did something for me.” If your guy responds anything like, “I’m not big enough for you?” or “You don’t like it as much with me?” you say, “You do other things really well. Sex isn’t everything!”

Any time your guy fishes for compliments about his size or displays any uncertainty, instead of giving him what you know he WANTS, give him what he NEEDS. Give him the subtle message that no, he really isn’t quite enough in that way for you – you might like a little more “now and then.” Or you could playfully refer to his cock as his “clit,” “clitty,” or clitoris. You could say you “love the size of his clit!”

Most guys will never dare to ask this, but if yours does ask you whether another lover was as big as, or bigger than, him, you say, “not when he was soft!” Or if you really want to tease, you say, “he was way bigger than you even before he got hard. I really liked that!”

“You never had that reaction to me!” or “You never said that about me” could be met with, “Well, you never could quite do that for me. It isn’t your fault – he’s just… bigger.” “Did you come?” Or, “why do you think you didn’t come?” could meet with the obvious responses – “It isn’t really your fault, I just… need a little more!”

I’d love to hear other ways to deliver the message. What have you heard? Or thought at times?

A Call to Kink

I’m a live and let live kind of girl. BDSM sex is normal behavior and can give you more pleasure than vanilla sex. You should try it.

I am a believer in, “to each his or her own.” If it isn’t hurting someone else or creating bad things in the world that will hurt someone else, and people like doing it, then why not cheer it on? There are so many things going on in the world, and so many possibilities that one can, or might, explore, that it is almost impossible to decide what is really normal or healthy behavior. It’s a waste of time trying to do that, and a waste of life to hold yourself back from exploring.

Readers of my blog or writing know that I frequent some of those worlds of possibility. One of those is the “Woman’s World.” I also spend a lot of time in the world of cuckolding.

On the surface, I know, it seems that the worlds I create with my writing are hurting people, and there is a nefarious plot behind the It’s a Woman’s World series. It might be hard for the button-down crowd to see It’s a Woman’s World as serious literature that happens to involve a lot of kinky d/s (domination/submission) sex as a serious piece of literature, but it is one. I call it erotica, but it might also be considered a very dark psychological thriller.

But I digress.

My point is that for the most part the characters in my stories are making free choices. Some are happier than others, maybe, but these choices are almost all (at least) within the reaches of normal behavior. Every woman must at some time have fantasized about making love to someone else in front of the fascinated gaze of someone whose intense desire she wanted to stir. We all think that having people mad with desire for us, while we pick and choose whom, if anybody, we wish to please, is erotically stimulating. And almost every – if not actually every – man has at times fantasized about seeing his woman with another man. It’s wired into us.

Either as a pleasure or as punishment. And the weird thing, as we all know, is that there is a place where erotic pleasure and pain seem to merge. BDSM fantasies are one such area, and for many men that means the cuckold fantasy. Feminization is a step further out there, with “forced” being implied as a sort of permission. Isn’t that what submission is all about anyway? Permission to do what taboo forbids.

There is a chemical reason for this. Everyone has heard of endorphins, the pleasure-giving substance that our bodies create at times. Well, our bodies create it in response to weird things (like the smell of vanilla, for example), sexual pleasure, and pain. It appears that our bodies counteract painful situations by releasing pleasure-giving endorphins. That creates the paradoxical effect of pain giving sexual pleasure, and when that pain and its accompanying endorphins are combined with other sexual stimuli that are physically pleasurable, the pleasure can be significantly greater than the pleasure given in straight, non-kinky sex.

And that is why, I am convinced, so many people who taste d/s sex never fully lose the taste for it in the future. In a way, that makes my stories and those like them, dangerous. But no one ever needs to do anything they don’t want to do. Freedom is dangerous, in a way, but it’s what life is all about, too.

Enjoy yourselves. Let yourselves experience things on the fringe. Don’t hurt yourselves or other people, but check out another world. You might find an incredible amount of pleasure and satisfaction if you do. Spread the word!

“Hulking,” “Jim’s Birthday Party” and Other Kinky Tales

Hulking,” “Jim’s Birthday Party” and Other Kinky Tales:

A Collection of Erotic Short Stories featuring Cuckolding, Chastity Caging, Forced-bi, Domination, Feminization and Submission

Here’s a new collection of stories from Elena.

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Are you into Cuckolding, Chastity Caging, Forced-bi, Domination, Feminization and Submission?

If so, you’re going to love this collection of stories.

These stories that involve some of my favorite things: cuckolding, chastity caging, forced-bi, domination, feminization and submission, among other kinky stuff.

People who have read some of my work before will recognize some of them: All Caged Up, Crossing the Rubicon, Plugged and Cocksucker have been widely read, but if you happen to have gotten these stories before, never fear – there are some new ones in here for you.

There’s New Content

First, there is Hulking, a short story about the way a penis “sleeve” can be used to please a mistress far more than usual while depriving a sub of almost any feeling at all. In conjunction with the chastity cage, this can be a wonderful combination!

There’s also Jim’s Birthday Party, which hasn’t been published before, although it was been the free story for signing up for my site for a while. That’s changed, however, and now this collection will be the way to get that story.

And this collection also contains Stella, which is an erotic horror story. It starts as a pretty basic erotic romance, but then turns… weird. It was fun to write as a romance, and it was fun to turn into a horror story.

If You’re into Fetishes – into Cuckolding, Pegging, Forced-bi, Feminization, Chastity Caging, Domination, and BDSM, you’ll like these stories.




Hulking is the sexual practice of using a penis sleeve during intercourse. This increases fun for both partners in vanilla and d/s sex.

I just registered the hashtag, “hulking,” with – a site that should probably not have a “.org” in the name! They charge from $49/month to $349/month to join. That’a a pretty hefty price tag.

Anyway, “hulking” is the use of a “sleeve” in intercourse. Talk about your dry definition for something that is as fun as anything gets. Guys – whether you’re in an equal relationship or a d/s relationship, you should try this. The thing makes you bigger and last longer, and because you aren’t stimulated as much, you can pay more attention to your woman. She’ll love you for it. Because it is rigid, it will be firm even if you are not – but the suction on it will tend to keep you aroused while you have it on. That way you can have fun for longer, and you can give her more fun, too.

If you have fantasies of sharing, it would be like sharing her with yourself. I think that’s SO HOT!

And if you’re a sub, hulking has obvious appeal, right? your woman can tease you about your relative size and your inability to feel what’s happening. That can be fun just for kicks. For women, if you use it along with a cage you can have long-term, serious chastity fun and control.

Try #hulking and let me know what you think of it! The act, not the hashtag!!

Hulking – the Sexy Sensation that’s Sweeping the Nation! Not

Hulking is using a penis extender to give you man extra size and endurance. It is heavenly for the woman, and can vary for the man.

Hulking is one of the most fun things. It can be, but doesn’t have to be, a dominant/submissive thing. It can done in ways that make everybody have a lot more fun, male or female, dominant, submissive, or egalitarian.

D/S or Egalitarian, Works Both Ways

Of course I like it as a tool of domination, but my first experience of it was non-fetish fun.

So what is “Hulking?” Hulking is using a thick penis-extender and then fucking like crazy for as long as you want to.

What Hulking Does

When I first discovered it, I worried that something that big would hurt or feel weird or… something besides great. What it felt like, for me, was just great and lots and lots of it. Let’s face it, the average guy is not 8 inches long, and even if your guy is, he’s not going to stay both hard and excited for half an hour of intense activity. When my guy was wearing the extender, though, he went from normal size to BIG, and he went from normal endurance to super-stud. He could hit every spot as many times as necessary, for me to orgasm for half an hour at a stretch. Because he couldn’t feel it in an orgasmic way, he could concentrate on pleasing me more. We both liked that.

Then, when I was done, I could tend to him, or he could do some more without the extender.

We both loved it. He felt extra strong and manly, and I came for thirty minutes at a time, which made us both feel great.

For My Sub

It was different for my sub. When HE put it on, he could pretend that someone else was making love to me – through him. He both “had his cake and got to eat it,” as he had to watch me be satisfied in a special new way by something that was not him, and he had to watch me come for half an hour while he felt almost nothing. I could tease him about how much smaller he was than the Hulk and how much size matters, and he had to serve me in the capacity of the other guy.

Then I could ruin him afterwards.

It was perfect.

The way it works

The Hulk fits over your guy’s actual equipment, but it is a third of an inch thick on the sides, and an inch longer on the top. He squishes himself into it, and it holds him with a little suction – so it keeps him hard even though he can’t feel anything. The loop at the bottom goes around his balls. I let him put that on, very carefully, but if I’d felt bdsm, I could have snapped him in a way that even I cringe to think of.

The thing stays on and keeps him hard as long as I want, but he can’t feel anything. In a non-fetish setting, it’s generous of your partner to do that. In a d/s scenario, of course, you just make him – it’s another kind of cock cage for when you don’t have another man to get you off.

Guys – do your woman a favor and get and use one of these things. Doms, try making your subs wear one. You’ll thank me a thousand times.